i dunno how some people do it but im not that some person
i quit. i quit being someones mother and wife and daughter.
its just too draining and i surrender.
i tried but im too tired.
i dont have ANY time for myself at all anymore.
I'm always rushing from one point to another, thinking about what i have to do now and finish by what time so that i can start the other and not be late so that it wont drag on to the other thing that has to be done. my brains are tired and my meridiens are reversed. i cant stop thinking about stuff from the moment i wake to the moment i sleep.
This, my friends, is not quality of life.
Its just functioning.
one day, your batteries will die.
mine are dying.
the only time i get to shut down completely is when i fall asleep.
even sleep has its functions right now.
just so that i can function tomorrow.
I quit . right now.
6 comments:
cheer up! I get really depressed at days, and I feel like just walking out and leaving everyone behind. Then again, sometimes life doesn't seem that bad. it's hard, especially since you have to juggle work too. Go get a well deserved break!
honey bunny, don't worry, it does get easier!
Hey Maye-E, it's clarissa, got to know of your blog through Clara. It's been an inspiring read. Just want to say hang in there, trust in the Lord. This time will pass. You have a beautiful son -- he's worth it.
hi, maye-e!
there are high days and there are low days... today is just probably one of those low days. :(
but it will pass. :)
have some "ME" time - go for a jog/massage, hang out with good pals for a couple of hours, pray, go for the pre-GSS sales; do something that you know will recharge you. i'm sure nate & all at home will be happier persons for you too. ;) hang in there!
God Bless. :)
HAHA.. I do think she's just letting steam off. Maye-e, you're all grown up now! *hugs*
hang in there, maye!
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